So in a few days' time I will be hopping on a plane to meet the yummy Tom in an exotic part of the world. Half of me is extremely excited, not only are we going to what looks like a luxurious and wonderful resort, but on top of that having a funny, interesting, good-looking man all to myself for a week is more than I could have asked for! But on the other side, I am totally panicked. What if we hate each other? What if it's ackward?
And more importantly, despite the fact we know each other quite well, does he realise that in a bikini I will look terrifying, with a sort of Kate Moss-type flat chest at the top, but a Beyonce bottom half?