Man, sometimes I think I am just so stupid. How could I get the whole thing with these two guys get into my head so much?
Oh the irony. The irony that after a year of virtually no male attention I get in a situation where I meet two at once.
Oh the irony. That one of them is only a physical sort of relationship where as the one I really like is actually not so interested.
Oh the irony. That on the way to George's place earlier this week I ran into Eddie who suggests we meet up for drinks a few days later.
Oh the irony. That when that day comes he cancels at the last minute, while my head got into a spin from anticipation of that evening.
Therefore, the new resolution is, this time I am really really really giving up these two, they are driving me way too nuts.
On a separate note, I really do believe that being too available to a guy's eyes makes the chase uninteresting which is ikely to make him give up. I think I've been way too easy and approachable in all the situations I've been lately, time to put the leash on.